Some people dont believe in miracles.

Matthew 4:4 Man should not live on bread alone but by every word that comes from Gods mouth.

Some people don't believe in miracles. I honestly cant say I wasn't one of those people because I was. Yesterday I had an amazing experience that has changed my way of viewing God forever. I believed in his word but not his power.
A man came up to me and I have never met him before. He told me he had a word from me which I thought was awesome. After he finished talking he asked me if I had a pain in my ankle and feet. I told him I did one time but it went away and has never happened again. then he grabbed my foot and showed me and my boyfriend that my right leg was shorter then the left. He told me Jesus was going to heal my leg. I thought in my head yea right. He prayed a simple prayer and my leg grew my boyfriend saw it grow and he began to cry. I couldn't believe it. I still cant believe it and it happened to me. I feel so grateful and so dumb for ever doubting. I honestly believe now there is nothing to big or to small for God. He is an awesome father who gives amazing gifts.

MATTHEW 6:25

MATHEW 6:25

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more than clothes?

I really took this verse and began to run with it. I used to worry so much about an outward appearance and for what if my soul was empty.. As a new born Christian its hard to not conform anymore to the ways of the world when the world is all around you and its all you known. God took my broken heart and showed me how much worth I really have and that it doesn't come from my clothes or my weight but my imagine was made in the image of him.

I look at my daughter she is 16 months now and I couldn't imagine her growing up thinking she is anything less then beautiful. Not because I gave birth to her but because if she could see herself as I see her she would see she is perfect. I sit back and think how much more could God possibly have thought of me. You see when my father passed away I felt like the only thing I could control was food. So I decided to stop eating or eat a lot then I felt fat and I would throw up. Then God brought me out of it showed this verse and never will I let physical looks control me again. I was told I was fat ugly and other things but the word says I am beautiful and made in his image. So to everyone who never knew they are perfect the way they are I want to spread the word. I want to tell people life is so much more then worrying about what to eat how to eat or what to wear or how we look. Our purpose through Christ is something I still cant seem to understand but I am learning and growing each day.

REVELATION 21:4

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." - Revelation 21:4

When my father passed away I was going down hill until I went to church and God changed my life. Being there I would pray and pray to God that he would send me a sign, something anything to show me my father is in heaven. My prayers seemed to go un answered until Friday night. I went to church and they spoke about praying in the flesh and being in the spirit. After that we sang songs. I closed my eyes and sang to God trying so hard to be in my spirit instead of my flesh. I tried to picture Jesus face as I was singing. All of a sudden I had a vision I saw my father dressed in all white he looked so beautiful he was singing and next to him was his father (who passed away a while ago) they were glowing. It was the most life changing experience in the world since then my life has never been the same.

SEPTEMBER 8, 2013

September 8, 2013 was a day I will never forget. It was my second anniversary with my boyfriend but I had to work. When I was on my way to work I had no idea how much my life was about to change. As soon as I got to work I had no idea checking my email was going to change my life. I got the news my father was dead and just like that tears started to flow. As soon as I clocked it felt like everyone knew. They could tell by the look on my face. No one knew anything it was all in my head. I was clocked in for 5 mins when by boss pulled me aside to ask me what's wrong. I could barley say what had just happened my father was gone. She told me to leave and go be with my family so I did. After that my life has never been the same.

In the beginning I could not eat or sleep. I couldn't stop crying either. It hurt me so bad that he was gone because we were fighting before he died. I didn't get to say goodbye. I held a grudge and now I cant remember why. My father tried reaching out to me before he passed away but I didn't want to hear it. Now I didn't know how I was going to be able to live with the guilt I felt. Sunday my brothers and I dressed in all black and sat at the funeral. I told myself I wont cry this time. When we got to the grave I couldn't take it I screamed and started crying.

Days went by it didn't seem like anything was getting better. I wondered if I would ever be able to not cry again. Things took a turn for the worse within me and I didn't see any way for it to get better. I didn't take my final exam in college and failed. I didn't care about anything or anyone I was just so sad.

I went to church that weekend and my life since has never been the same.. I met Jesus and he came in and turned my life around a complete 180. No longer do I cry or mourn but I am filled with joy because I know where my father is. He is in heaven with the father now.